bad day, bad morning. GEE. [: animals is LOVE <3

a bad day today
ugh shant elaborate much
forced out of bed. and i didnt want.
all the bloody nagging from my mum.
i was damn f-ing pissed out this morning .
in that rage of anger i was cursing and all, i know thats so wrong.
i really hated you.
yes i do. okay whatever
i know i spend more time sleeping than studying
but i know how to spend my time okayyyyy. wth
& the moment i see your face, i have no effken mood to study or do anything
i wished you dont come home everyday, or come home after i sleep
at get out before i wake up. it really spoils my day ):
i dred tuesdays and weekends cause you'll be home.
and i effing get nag and scolded everytime youre home. wtf [:
i so hate it ! gah

so i cleaned the house since i didnt want to go to the market.
then did my amath tys- functions. i used a whole ten pages of paper doing one chapter.
omgosh, amath is killing trees (:
i keep doing halfway and lazing on the bed once in awhile
and i didnt do all questions. i didnt do all the questions which require me to draw graphs or sketch them.
heh :D
cleaned my tortoise pail, and again did blogthings.
hahaha i'm so bored. i so cant wait for school tomorrow !
and i'm going super early. lol (:
i cant wait to get out of the house. yayness (:
and ill definately head to the library cause ill die without books books and more books (:
-grins.
i got nothing to read so i'd fished out an animal ark book from the shelve which has been kept for years.
HAHAHA but it still didnt bore me. loving animals is sooo muchh funnn. agree ?
yeaps, ANIMALS IS LOVE <333
i still love border collies & i miss my hamsters. i want a pet soon !
gee.

alright, i'm off.
7 DAYS to china (:
-beams-
goodbye<3

blogthings.com (: so coolzzz worxx hahha

You Are An ISFP

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hehehe. blogthings is shooo coollzzzz worxzxzxxx

finally i can post up yesterday's post cause blogger sucked yesterday & i couldnt post it up
heh (:
i had stupid dreams last night which isnt linked at all (:
hahaha [:
i dreamt of going to the zoo or something with rabbits only.
then there were like tigers in the rabbit cage
and the tiger were let loose and ran after the people
everyone ran and screamed ! hilarious :)
but i stayed in the so called 'rabbit house'
i dont know what on earth is that, but i know its a place where you can stay in
& i kept feeding rabbits carrot. LOL i want a rabbit now !
haha

yeaps, woke up many times this morning but still went back to sleep
finally got up at 10am. mop-ed the floor
help my brother clear everything out of the fridge and re-packed
heh. then i wipe the table tops in my room
and i'm so fascinated my wet tissue cause it doesnt tear
and i used it to wipe my room. and i can wash and reuse again. so cool (:
my magic cloth. tsktsk
sophiachong came down and we played the piano
ate lunch , used the comp(supposedly 15 mins) but end up for an hour or so
and did amath for one hour. what crap
& in one hour, we did 1 question. lol
we were addicted to blogthings.com
HAHA i think its so cool. if i'm bored i'm gonna do that everyday.
i know its crap, but its just to pass time. gahh
ive kept my amath stuff. i dont know what to do already.
i suck at it. i'm so gonna die :\
okaye whatever, i'm gonna do the quizzes in blogthings!
its so coollzzxxzzz.

goodbye <3
8 DAYS !

friggin' ulcer. in pain ): sigh. i miss school (:

i'm sad, i'm in pain :(
i have a friggin' ulcer in my mouth which is freaking damn pain
& i dont even know where it is exactly.
cause its somewhere very under my tongue and its on the gum i think
okaye, i dont know what am i talking about.
i cried ): cause its friggin' pain !
and i dont have appetite to eat. although i'm hungry.
i hate that feeling cause i want to eat all the food i want
pffttt [:
enough of my whining (:

went t church today
mhmm. had 201 class after church.
yeah, its my second time attending
sounds like i have retained cause i didnt pass up the booklet thing
i better pass it up this time. and they dont accept blanks
what on earth ?! i really dont know what to write right.
rarr. i better remember about it.
yeap andrea, you better rmb to do it too. haha :D
i have no idea what to do now.
no nice teevee shows to watch
and shermaine doesnt feel like doing work today
GAH. so ill rot till its like 10pm or so and i shall sleep
i know thats really early !
mysugarhoneystrawberrychocolatelybaby irvin i miss you soooo
please ask your mum if you can come to my house before telling me you want to come alright
cause ill always open my doors for you, but you still have to ask your mum right ?
heh (:
yeaps, all the best for those retaking chinese o levels tomorrow. ill pray for everyone (:
heehee
i cant wait for school on wednesday ! and china trip ((:
hahahahaha. i'm feeling so stressed up !
i know i dont sound like i am.
i have to study damn hard. & i'm so tired of studying
someone help me please. i'm dying ):
i dont want to fail the provisional exam. i'm so afraid
sigh :\
goodbye.
<3>

i love reality & hate fantasy
i hate reality & love fantasy

28oct2006 (: bored

i'm bored
i'm waiting for 9pm to watch i not stupid too
and i still have 1/2 an hour to go !
!@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$#
and after that half an hour show i've got to think what i'm gonna do again ! pffffttttt
sigh :(
i teared again this afternoon.
i hate you to be at home.
i've no mood to do anything once i see you.
& i have to do things your way
and you say i dont have any rights to say anything now
wth. i must well die now please !
damn.
i know i'm being damn rude and whatever now.
cause i cannot take it anymore
i'm sorry Jesus [:
mhmm. i'm stucked with amath papers ! someone help
GAH.
i miss my girlfriends loads. i'm dying for school next wednesday
i miss everyboday (:
yeah, i'd better go.
goodbye
<3

yay yay (: china here i come. (: <333

for once, i didnt blog yesterday (:
but i still used the comp. heh [:
mhmm. i'm supposed to be doing my amath now !
so ill just quickly rant and get off (:
yeaps.

27oct2006;friday
----------------------
i managed to do amath provitional paper 1 !
but like most of the questions are not done cause i dont know how to do.
pfftt. slacked ard. then slept until 6 plus
packed my luggage (sort of) watched 9pm show
& i was pissed off by that woman. she's sucha bitch in the show
omg i hate her. ewww
then i think i went to sleep but i couldnt really get t sleep :\

woke up at 9 plus today.
all the best for your theory exam (:
although i think i wished you quite late.
nvm. forced to change the bedsheets. wth
okay fine. talked to irvin baby.
hahaha. she's hella excited for china !
i'm sort of too. but i'm more excited to go to school
cause i love school <3 heh
and i only start school next wednesday ):
sighh. i want school ! cause i dont wanna stay at home and rot
rarrrrr
and i need to get my library books next week too (:
okayes, goodbye
i want t pack my luggage too :D

hahaha. last day of school (: study time !

i guess i wont be ranting here so often anymore
unless i really have that urge to (:
cause i have t get my brain into my books and all.
yeaps, i must be superrrr hardworking
cause i'd got a big scolding yesterday.
sorry for the soo pissed off post yesterday [:

mhmm. i have t practice my amath doubly triply hard
if i dont pass the provintional exam on 20thdec, i'm so gonna die
cause i dont wanna drop amath. no (:
heh. i just did one of the provitional paper mrkang gave
but most of the trigo & log questions are not done
i find that they suck alot :\ pfftt
so i must finish all 3 papers by next wed which is the first amath lesson.
yesyes.
its so sad that i've t go to school from the 1st-14 november
but ill miss everything from 8 nov onwards because of china !
rarr. so we def must have make up lessons
can you imagine chinese makeup lessons. omgosh !
ill just die please. anyway i'm gonna die in china speaking in chinese already
i bet no one can understand a single word. and i wont understand them either
& we'll have communication breakdown for sure. sigh ):
i already am having communication breakdown with my grandma.
cause i dont get what she's trying to say. OMG. i'm so retarded !
ughh. mhm. and now we're going to jinnan and beijing instead.
i dont know why they keep changing. no more shandong.
lol. the itenary seems boring cause there's no skiing. wth ?!
and everyday we're going t the china school. omgomg
okay whatever. i just hope i'm gonna have fun (: yeaps

i'm off, goodbye
<3

f-ed. i hate you! damn you . i suck i know. pfft pissed

GAH.
shermaine is f-ing emo today i swear.
pfft.
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i really hate you

RARRR !
i'm feeling damn f-ed up.
no one in the world knows how i feel.
cause its an indescribable feeling or you can say its pain
!@#$%^&*()__)(*&^%$#
DAMN !

it sucks it sucks.
i suck.
you are not me & definately you cant be me
so, you still wont understand me
you still cant feel what i feel
you cant think what i am thinking
your damnit logic is totally different from mine
you dont get what i want
you dont get what i mean
you f-ing thinks that your way is the best
like wtf !?
i know i damnit have a f-ing attitude.
i'm sorry but you caused me to have it.
i know my damn attitude sucks alot.
you how hard it is for me to say & explain
cause i know you f have a oh-so-much better logic
in the end i still lose. cause your way is like so much better right ?
what help will you give me when you dont know what i want
you dont know what suits me
and most of all
YOU DONT GET ME ! pfffttttttttttttt [:
i really hate this
ihatethislifenow
i know i didnt put in enough effort in the exam
thats what the whole wide world says
do you even care how i feel. the work i've put in
and i am how discouraged enough and you have t add more
all i wanted was some comfort, but all i got was scolding and more sheat.
wth. i must well die now ):
cause you still wont understand.
i know i suck. & you have no rights t insult my friends.
i'm damn effing pissed off today.
i'm sorry, i've never been so rude here in my life.
cause i cannot take it anymore. my heart aches deeply .
& you know i hide it all inside. why cant i be who i am
so what if i'm that kind of girl who keeps in within.
sigh, its hard t change.
i'm effing stressed up now. & i have t control my tears damn badly.

I SO HAD ENOUGH OF THIS.
its all over.
and all i have t do is start anew
and start studying real hard now. alright. :\
ill definately show you i can to it, and ill prove you wrong.
i promise (:
GOODBYE [:

america's next top model. brooke and joanie

brooke is damn pretty (: why is she out !











































i like this picture (: ( joanie)

rar. i want coloured contacts ! (: heh

see, i'm blogging again.
rarr !
i so wanted to take a nap just now.
& on second thought, i jumped out of my bed
and i remembered i'm not supposed t sleep.
i have phobia of afternoon naps cause i wont be able t sleep tonight
i'm so afraid :\ heh
yeaps, and i feel like getting coloured contacts for fun (:
ughh i'm bored !
i dont know what to do.
i dont think i can get to sleep either. no one's talking t me
my girlfriend doesnt care about me anymore.
she cares more of her shopping. pfftt !
[:
@#$%^&*()_#$%^&*()DFGHJKL
GAH. mhmm.

shermaine is dying for company now.
yeah, i miss everybody.
i' aint in any mood for reading now !
i want t get coloured contacts !
nd papers nd stationeries (:
yesyes now. i have nothing to do.
sigh ):

someone turn my life around
turn it upside down
in and out
out and in
into a merry-go-round
& out i go into your arms

selemat hari raya. (: bored t death. screams-

i'm blogging again ! haha
yesterday was fun with jaden at my house.
he was the biggest entertainment t my bro's friends.
he's freaking cute ! and he calls everyone monsters/dinosaurs
cause he was playing with dinosaurs

me : jaden, where's your other dinosaur ?
jaden : i think somewhere ( goes ard looking for it )
me : i think no more already .
jaden : cause you took it !

hahaha damn cute lahh. but i didnt take it by the way.
(:
he's so freaking effing cute. <3
mhmm. watched america's next top model
argh i still think jade should go out. and that skinny girl
she's so freaking skinny how to model ! omg.
nd that girl with the hole in her teeth. gross lah.
went t bed at 11 plus.
and got woken up by that malay prayer thing outside my house.
i really wonder what they pray cause its just like repeating everything over and over again.
LOL. i can even memorise.
still, i slept till 10 plus.
changed nd went t malay neighbour house for lunch.
yum. the satay was really greattttt. heh (:
now i've nothing t do. cause i'd aint going out. i'm too lazy.
i just feel like slacking ard on the bed doing nothing.
i want t study but my brain's aint working today. i dont know why ! ?
pfftt.

yeaps, 2 more weeks ! seems long though.
nd i'm so dead for tomorrow parents meeting. sigh
i dont wanna go. i'm gonna be so so dead ! RARRR. :]
i dont feel like going t sch on thurs if not for the briefing too.
:( i'm just dying .
yeahh. i'm off. i bet i'm gonna blog another time today.
RIGHT .
goodbye

i need you to turn my world
upside down
on the merry-go-round

yay. brother's bday party now. (: bye

this is my third post for the day.
okay i know you will think i'm really bored
i truely am. HAHA (:
omgosh.
yeaps.
sophia baby came over and used the comp.
ate our so called 'lunch' nd head for yishun.
got her contact lens and then went t northpoint for a walk.
hella boring. sat at macs and talked for quite long.
then went t popular to see books again.
& of cause we were talking about studies again.
sigh yeah you know we wanna do really well !
rarr.

mhmm. bought sweets nd went t coldstorage.
and sophia was begging me t buy that seaweed thing when i wanted to buy chocolates!
pfft. sophia,you owe me something. heh :]
and you didnt whine and sat on the floor like a kid. lol
paid and ate the seaweed in the mrt on the way back.
walked home. with yumyum seaweed ! (:
alright, i'm off.
brother's friend at my house and i'm there's birthday cake.
HEH :\
goodbye.
i'm head over heels for shandong ! hoho

baby i miss you.
and you know its you

rarrr. boredbored. blogging addiction

i have a blogging addiction now.
heheh (:
i'm all excited for china ! (:
i'm starting t pack some of the stuff i want and need.
looked through the winter clothes yesterday.
its wonderful.
and i think i have lots of pull over.
haha :D

but i guess i'm gonna be missing many many people over there
and that sucks. i know ill be wanting to come back home
cause home is the loveliest place of all.
i only want my bed, my tv, my food, ughh my everything in singapore.
but its just gonna be 10 days. it seems quite long t me though.
but oh well, just to enjoy myself and have a wonderful honeymoon yeah.
HAHA :) oh damn i'm bored.
& i have 15 days more to shandong ! -screams

youre my sugar baby
youre my sweetest honey
<3
goodbye(:

lms is total crap. all done (: heh

HAHAHA.
its 0815 now
and i have finished doing the lms crap.
omgosh, i guess no one had expected its damn crappy.
GAH :]
i thought maybe they would have post some work for you t do.
and they gave you like 1 and a half hour t do that?
are you sure. cause you just need 10 minutes or something.
=\

so now i'm waiting for sophiachong t come down and do the crap.
heh (:
i'm bored now.
i wake up so early & i took like a whole 2 hours or something t get to bed.
pfft. so pissed off last night.
and i regret sleeping the whole afternoon yesterday cause i couldnt get t bed.
sigh :(
yeaps, so goodbye :D

rarr. life is hella boring. pfft. i miss my girlfriends <3

i'm in a no-mood-to-blog day
but nevertheless ill still blog.
cause i have nothing better to do.
my life is boring ; hella boring.
:]

yeap. i sick of everything.
i dont even feel like stepping out of the house these days
it feels tiring.
pffft.
life is boring i dont know what t do.
and all i feel like doing is get to school
i have no idea why. but school seems more fun than anything else
although its all the mugging and all.
i'm getting worried for next year.
but i aint doing anything productive. (although i want to)
i dont know where to start with. but i know i have lots to do for amath.
sigh :(
why why why.
k nvm, i dont know what i'm talking about either. (:
heh. went to church today.
sermon was err ---- to say it was boring.
i dont know what was it talking about. ohwell.
head home feeling darn lethargic and head for the bed.
slept from 2 to 4 plus.
omgomg. i had stupid crappy dreams again ! phew it wasnt true.
right irvin ? we always have crappy dreams. lol :D

there's no school tomorrow but online school.
yeah, the lms thingy we must do. total crap !
hah. after that i dont know what t do.
i feel like doing amath. but i dont think i have paper at home.
amath needs loads of paper. i find it sucha waste.
excuses of not wanting to do.
irvinong, i wanna go your house and bake ! heh (:
but i dont think i can.
cause i have to help my brother prepare for his belated birthday party tomorrow.
GAH. okays. i'm out and off.
i'm all prepared to die on wed again with meet-the-parents
sigh :( i'm gonna cry.
goodbye
<3

piano is love. i admire your playing (: heh

i'm alright now.
and i got promoted. -claps (:
yeaps.
i shant say anything about yesterday.
its a secret. heheheh (:
yupp but i had fun playing the piano
piano is LOVE <3
YAYS :D

mhmm.
painted my nails yesterday.
and its red and purple. its so prettay.
heh . but only my left hand.
cause i dont dare to do my right hand
ill just screw everything up.
i know its retarded :\ nvm
woke up ard 8am.
slacked on the bed.
read my doggy book at 9am.
till 10 plus ?
omgosh, i seriously did teared towards the end.
i couldnt help it , but tears welled up in my eyes.
marley was put to sleep :(
i dont mind reading it a second time. sighh

i'm hella bored. and irvin's not coming my house.
stupid girl, never call me. rarrr
yeh. i think i'm off.
have to do some damn housework or eat.
PFFFTT. ughhh
alright.
GOODBYE (:
i love your piano, i hate mine.

rarr. God please help me. i'm so afraid, i'm begging on my knees

i forgot to say.
please pray for me.
i dont know what i dont know how i dont know why
but just pray
that ill get promoted.
& i'm begging on my knees
sigh :(

dear God,
i pray that ill be able to get promoted tomorrow
i pray that the teachers will open their eyes big enough
to see that i aint that bad after all.
i pray that you'll change their mind to promote me
cause i did put in alot of effort.
Lord, i'm begging on my knees
please ! and i know You'll always be there for me
i love you Jesus.
AMEN (:

please say goodbye. i hate this life of mine. eff off

paroxysm of emotions
maybe you could wipe away my tears
i know i was so wrong
that pain in me is haunting me
hurting me so badly
i peeped at my reflection
all i could see wasnt an image
i could only feel tears running down my face
my heart is bleeding badly. its heavy
it feels like its the end
i'm all lost and burdened
baby, fix me
i'm shattered ; i'm dead ; i'm confused
i'm in a whirl
& i'm on my knees ; have mercy
its taunting me baby
please say goodbye :(

i'm in no mood to blog anymore
i aint eating dinner, cause there's none
and yeah,
GOODBYE :ihatethislifeofmine

rarr. marley & me is LOVE <3. results tomorrow .dead-

alright, i'm bored again at home.
back from school.
and i told myself i'm only allowed to use half an hour of comp.
yeah, but i doubt so.
i have to check my lms password, & of cause it should be working
darn. stay at home on monday to do online work.
another long long weekend for me again
ill just rot like mad. OMG ! someone help me please.
rarrr :]

school is how boring today. no results today,but tomorrow.
pfftt. i'm so gonna be dead.
if i fail english, thats so gonna be the end of my life
i can jump down please. sigh :(
i'm really really scared, i dont know !
i wont be able to sleep tonight. ughh :\
i pray i pray i wont retain or drop to normal
omgosh ?!

i finally got the book i so long wanted to get it.
thank you marie for lending me although its the librarys'
(i doubt you'll see this)
it about a dog, yeah, a very cute labrador retriever.
'marley and me'
its effing cute. -faints
i so want to kiss it and hug it. AHHHH
HAHAHA (:
i'm gonna read it later. i bet its a sad sad story :(

went t the library after sch to return books.
going tomorrow to borrow i guess.
books is my life for the long weekend.
heh heh heh :D
i have five days of holiday.
this friday.sat.sun.mon.tues
SIGH :\ that isnt a great thing for me.
alright, but i wanna bake muffins with my girlfriend !
i'm waiting honeyy. heh .
hmm. i think i should be off.
everybody, please pray for my results
although it cant really be changed. lol
all the best.
GOODBYE <3

heheheheh. 17october06. i miss my girlfriends(:

great.
a new blogskin again
HAHA
cause irvin said the previous one is gay
oh whatever.
:D

and i spent another hour doing this !
heh heh.
GAH.
maybe i should go and sleep now.
but i know ill be tossing in bed AGAIN
pfftt
i've been rolling my eyes all morning.
all of that bloody nagging.
RARR.
oh, & finally i saw my tortoise
thats so facsinating cause i've never seen it for years.
HAH. not years, months !
fed the 3 of 'em and cleaned the pail
i promised to clean them every week
now that i have the time. lol (:

ate bread,salad and clamchowder soup for lunch
played the piano.
and now i'm here for the past hour.
i'm hella bored.
i so cant wait for school tomorrow.
i'm like how EXCITED you know.
i miss my girlfriends many many.
you wont know how it feels.
and i want to bake muffins with my gf !
yeaps, tomorrow (: <3
heh.
i'm so excited to see how many f9 i'm gonna get
thats so coolzxzxzxzz
HAHAHA.

i'm happy today.
irvin has entertained me
with you know what - - - -
i wont tell you. its a secret.
HILARIOUS SHEAT.
i cant stop laughing honey
you wont understand.
alright, i'm off to i dont-know-where
but i'm just off. yeh
goodbye
<3

new blogskin. heh heh. goodbye

okay, ill make do with this skin
i give up searching and redoing another one
ohwells, i'm off.
i'm not touching the comp again
i havent eaten my lunch,
i have none either.
okay whatever.
so ill see what shall i do later.
yeaps (:

look into my eyes baby;
goodbye

bugger.i'm how bored ! (:

BUGGER !
(:
i'm how effing bored now.
someone please entertain me.
i know irvinong you would right ?
right.
our inevitable laughters
HA-HA-HA
laugh please (:

okay whatever i'm hella bored
i'm trying to entertain myself.
pfftt :\
i cant think of anything to do.
rarrr !
i'm too lazy to go anywhere or whatever.
i've to last today and tomorrow.
gosh !
andand i'm super hardworking today
i woke up at 8am to sweep nd mop the floor
alright, and i read 1 chapter of my book
my super uber cute book you must read.
the boy in the book is really cute
-grins

yeaps, life's so boring after exams
SCREAMS ! ahhhh
i'm gonna die. i hate this feeling.
maybe ill just go sit there and stone for an hour
GAH.
bury my head into story books
play the piano
and STONE
maybe irvinong could call me and entertain me
yes yes please do if you see this
heh heh heh.

i'm so dying for school now.
i know i'm nuts
bugger.
@)$(&@#)(!*_
& the most pissing thing
my comp doesnt have space
to burn any disc
so i cant burn christofori dream.
:( someone help me

and i've been listening to richard clayderman songs
(the man on the book) only you-know-who knows
HAHA
and i listen it to sleep and i always end up off-ing it in the middle of the night
cause i didnt know the disc had finished playing
and obviously i have slept by then.
i'm so wasting alot of electricity. LOL
:D

i end up sleeping at 10pm at night
tossing and turning trying hard to sleep
but i cant ! bugger.
i'd have no other choice
i'm too bored so i sleep.
damn; i'm off
goodbye.
blogging eases my boredness
A LITTLE TINY BIT ONLY !

omg.1 month of not using comp. heh.exams over ! yay

omgah,
i cant believe i'd didnt use the comp for more than a month.
rarr
and i'm using it now.
& i cant get back to the addiction i used to have.
cause somehow that feeling is gone.
i have no more interest in using comp anymore
how wierd huh .
:]
heheheh

exams are finally over.
and i screwed up quite a few subs.
alright, its over
grrr
be all ready for the results.
and its all so expected
but who cares, now is play time.
heehee (:
i freaking packed my stuff just now.
omgosh. i have like this whole stack of papers
which i guess weigh 1kg or something.
i have no idea where to put them.
& i threw 2 big bags of papers
how wasted. LOL
okay whatever.

its graduation day for the sec4s.
how sad. its like something is so missing from the school
gahh
:(
i feel sad for next year too.
cause i dont wanna graduate.
i cant bear to part with my girlfriends.
sighsigh :\
yeaps. anyway, i have a long weekend.
only back in sch next wed and thurs.
ughh its gonna be boring.
but i'm all prepared with four storybooks.
heh :D

and i'm all not excited for holidays.
cause i still love the days we have in school.
and ill miss my girls alot.
although we can meet up.
but thats like a different thing altogether
pfftt.
and dont forget our shandong trip.
lol :)
yuppyupp.
i'm off.
goodbye-
I'll miss you people
<3