29may06,shandy's bday. start of holiday!

i have onethousand things to do during the hols =.=
hmmmm
& i'm supposed to study ? errrr ya i will.
lol
i realised i have so many stuff to do. i havent plan my timetable yet
but i've noted it down in my phone calendar . LOL (:
yupp hope to have lots of fun plus studying too. i must i must i must.
i say i must and i will try my best to make time
first and second week not that free. free on third week
and fourth week go chalet right felicia ? partayyyy. heehee :D
you knw you knw. we plan the whatever thing. still wanna go ? hahaha
lalala :)

yesyes. i cant wait to enjoy. so i'm gonna do my work first. study real hard ! sighsigh :(
but i'm real lazy now. in holiday MOOD ! heeheehee :]
ohya. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANDY ! (: have an enjoyable birthday !
ill make it up to you after the holidays or somewhere okayy. i'm so sorry ! :\
towning later ? uhmm.
and i'm so afraid of the dance this sunday. sighhhhh
practice on wed. cant make it on fri. :( stupid stupid co camp is taking my time.
pfftttt. i hate you. arghhhhh
yeah. whatever. i hope to get the steps or ill be so screwed !
tata, bye -_-'
`ilu-
shermaine

shermaine came alive (:

shermaine is alive again ! (:
cause life has to go on ! sighsigh.
pick myself up again :D

co ytd was freaking boring. rarrr
have to go that damn co camp. which ill consider going?
arghhh. still have to perform for everyone to see in groups.
ahhh and not many ppl are actually going ! i hate it i hate it !
pffttt :]
baby i love you & ill never let you go

effing tired now. slept awhile when i came home.
had dance prac for 4 hours. -faints (:
i cant coordinate left and right and everything. ughhh
someone help me ! in all, i cant dance . LOL
practice again tomorrow. i'm just gonna die ! my bones are cracking and aching !
i'm old. sighhhhh :(
holiday started and i freaking gonna be damn bored. i havent planned my timetable yet.
heehee :D
tata, bye
<333
loveya/ -jumps

shermaine died-ed :]

shermaine died-ed

23may06 - the happiest day of my life (:

over the moon
over the stars
over the universe
(:
thats life
my happiest day of my life :D
somehow somewhat
i dont wish for the same thing to happen
somehow somewhat
i know it will.
ahh whatever ! :]
<3>
loveyou

rotting today again.
mummy doesnt really allow me t go to sophia's house since she's sick
wthhh la. its only blood test or whatever. & i'm gonna study.
sighsigh. i really dont wanna stay at home?! arrrghhhhhhhh screw it man.
i wanna go out so that i wont use the comp. tired of using the comp. heeehee :D
ill just use it the whole day since i've nothing to do. lalalala
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz
i'm bored ! & i just woke up. hahaha
parents meeting tomorrow for report books. rarrr i'm effing D-E-A-D tomorrow.
sigh :( havent called teacher to check if she can make it earlier. (*@&$)(@*%
i pray i pray i pray i didnt do so badly ! :[ or i'm really gonna cry badly. haha

i hate home. i hate holidays
which school end this week. wthhhhh i dont want ! PFFTTT
ill just rot rot rot rot rot. okayy maybe study.
i've to plan my holiday timetable. got lots of stuff on the first and second week ?
i know i have remidials la. screw it. and it must be on my camp day.
ughhhh i dred to go CAMP ! stupid co camp. LOL
whatever i still have to go. damn it

yeah.
thats all :)
bye

@home. dint go sch. heehee

@ home the whole day. slacked
dint go t school today. woke up at 9am ,feeling so much better (:
thank God !
yupp. used comp.
irvin came over just now for awhile , not to visit me but to use the comp
wth ! haha
and she was cursing at every game she played. how lame.
she came for like less than an hour and had to go. walked with her to the mrt.
freaking hot la. and now i'm like HOW BORED ?! :] sigh
heard school was quite boring. they went for the art enrichment thingy and had to watch some indian dance thing ! LOL funny la. irvin was showing me how they dance. laugh like mad
hmm okay :D
hilarious.

heard that teacher karen is going out of school ! HOORAY. omgomgomgomgomgomg/.
i'm all over the moon. omgomg. i'm so glad she's going. hahahahahahaha
YAY YAY. although they said ms devi is strict. argh nvm.
i just dont like teacher karen. boohoo
heehee :D i'm so glad she's not gonna teach us anymore. -screams (:
asdfghjkl lala
i'm effing bored and i dont knw what to do man. sighsigh
i feel like sleeping now to pass time. rarrrr
and i dont feel like going to school tomorrow again.
wed no sch, thurs parents meeting session so no sch ! yay
but have to go sch on friday. have damn co and its compulsory. whatever man
i missed co today so who cares. i wont knw how to play anything. hee heck.

you were the rainbow sent
& you made me smile
<3>
cheers -

bye
& i do love you

sick sick. 21may2006

heehee :D
i'm burning inside. & so i wont be able to go to school tomorrow.
YAY (:
okay i'm nuts.
temperature was 38.6 and its rose to 39.1 just now
and back to 38.3
rarr i hate fevers :(
sigh. no art enrichment for me. no co !
yayyyayy :D -grins
God,please help me to rest well tonight. i dont wanna suffer esp when i sleep.
and heal me.
God bless (:
bye

sick sick sick.20may2006

i'm so sick.
sigh :(
everyone's falling sick now. take care peeps :]
fever aches everything.
ughh. i hate this feeling alot. i want to get well soon
hope can go school on monday. although i dont wanna go co.
sigh :(
sophia, take care & GET WELL SOON too.
loveya <333>

boring saturday. 20may2006(:

i'm aching all over. arghh
my whole body so pain !?!?
:] woke up late today. got out at ard 11am. HAHA
cannot get up la. my stomach and back muscles pain like what !
cant even do a sit up anymore. lol
hand leg everything also pain. i sound worst than a old grandmother. sigh :(
but really very very pain. sneeze or laugh my stomach muscle also aache.
rarr. i hate this feeling alot. one napfa can just kill me man. boohoo :(

yeah. now using kors comp. was watching full house just now again. one disc only.
heehee :D
so bored. dint go out today. want to also cannot.
cant even get up how to walk. LOL :] still can walk la. but very pain !
haix
so fast 1 week end already. 40dop also gonna finish. yupps.
holidays are drawing. one more week of school. sighsigh
i still want more school. but not studying.
lala. i want to go sentosa and iceskating :))
one day one day. hahaha

i've nothing to blog. nothing to do. dont think i wanna study today. my body aches like mad.
ughhhh. but i wish i can go out NOW ! ><
yeahyeah. monday have co again. argh i dont wanna go to school
i dont wanna go to school on tuesday. wednesday is a holiay for 3e4 . YAY
friday def have to go. have co & the organiser for the national day thing is coming down.
oh whatever la. holidays still have remidials. and stupid co camp.
i really dont want to go la. do i have a choice ? ill just miss so many remidials and practical
argh. i rather go for remidials than CAMP. fish -

i have to work really hard this holiday. catch up on everything again.
restart my work. i really want to do well for ca2 and end of year. yayy (:
but as well , i'll play too. nothing much to do anyway.
one year is gonna pass very soon. how fastttt.
before you knw it , its 2007 and O levels ! boooo
i thank God that he brought me through this half year. amen (:
God bless all :D
<3>

napfa test (: 19may2006

just got home (:
had napfa today. so had to reach school at 10am :]
woke up at 7 plus & tried to sleep again. but couldnt. so got out at ard 8 plus.
yup. met irvin at mrt. then went to mac.
yeah, then sophia nd felicia :)
head to school.
had stupid napfa. but i'm glad i passed everything. YAY .
i even passed my standing broad jump which i thought i couldnt. heehee :D
incline pull ups suck big time. :(
i did one and i nearly died. my hands ache. but i managed to do eight. lala
situps were hurting my back too :( painpain. stupid incline la. arghhh

end ard 12 then left. couldnt decide where to go and study. walked ard for so long
then went to pizzahut. yup ate already.
wanted to study but sophiachong didnt bring her fulscape paper. gosh -
and i dont have. so she wanted to ask some other ppl around. which is so embarassing.
we dragged for so so long. i dint want to help her ask. i dont dare . HAHA
yeah, so we paid and left. walked ard cwp
then finally she wanted to do her work. so we did it at mos.
with her 3 piece of fulscape she dint wanted to use for some reason. in the end still use !?
LOL did some questions. and she had to go home because of her mum. and she's not feeling well. go home and rest okay. take cares (: dont need go for tuition. haha

so i went home too. felt really tired too. and i'm going to sleep now if i can.
better dont use the comp anymore. i need SLEEP ! heehee :D
tata , bye (:
irvin,dont be bothered by that thing anymore okays.
loveyou :] i want to go to sentosa next week :)

irvin's house. napfa tomorrow. 18may06

hello.
talking on the phone now.
hahaha i'm nuts.
today was me and irvin in school only. shandy and sophia dint come.
yeah , but we're still the same. didnt listen during social studies.
and teacher called me to answer the question. & i took damn long. i dint knw what she was talking. LOL (:

ahhh whatever.
we kept talking and joking around. laugh till i cry la. hee
irvinong doenst knw whats the difference between longitudinal and transverse wave.
hahaha
she cant tell by just seeing a picture. gosh. i was laughing like mad !? :]
she cant tell. there must be the direction of vibration. hahaha
damn funny.
okayy. cant say people. i arent that smart either. lalala
yay. had lots of fun. school end at 12.45pm. love it. at least earier. YAY :D
then went to cwp for awhile. ate at mac. then went to the library
viewed at the science centre thingy. its damn cool ! must go. haha
we were so fascinated by the things there & start taking pics. lol
spend almost 1/2 an hour there. heehee :D
then left.
went to irvin's house.
wanted to study, but she dint want to.
so we end up watching tv. & her mtv is different from mine. hers is taiwan one.
wierd :[ then played her organ.
and she can make up a story from my playing. omgosh -
we laughed till we nearly died. she's gonna tell me a new story tomorrow. she recorded my playing. hahaha
its a story of kids on a carousel ride. yeah

then we started to talk bout her house and all. what crap
and the bamboo thing where she hang clothes. lame la.
she stay at last story so get the most sun then i was like the ppl below pathetic.
their clothes cannot dry as fast. hahaha
boring. mummy came to fetch at ard 5pm
andden HOME. watched tv and did amath assesment.
gosh- simultaneous is as hard too. but i managed to do almost all.
i was actually falling asleep. heehee :D damn tired.
i could just fall dead ! but i'm still online-ing . and after talking on the phone, i'm awake.
LOL

yeah, had fun. tomorrow have napfa test. boohoo :(
i dont want. i cant jump. argh
yupps. maybe gonna study after napfa which starts at 10am. can sleep more. YAY
i'm gonna be damn hardworking now. and i must study hard hard this holiday.
day off on next wednesday. yay yay.
i want to go to sentosa ! (:
tata bye /love

exam results are a turnoff boohoo :(

i'm tired , tired of everything !
sigh :(
so disappointed with myself.
arghhhhhhh
:] i wanted to go to school so badly. but after today , i dont want to go anymore
it give me all the shivers !? rarr
i dont knw. i hate it i hate it.
i trusted in Him so much , why has He got to do this to me
i know He has a plan for me. i have a lesson to learn !
i dont know why and what . sighsigh :(
i have to pick myself up again and restart studying AGAIN !
i'm like so tired already. but i'm willing to put in all that effort to achieve !
yeah baby.

this may just be a midyear exam. its not the end.
i just have to buck up. thats the same old thing ill say again and again . but has it worked ?!
wo zhen de bu zhi dao.
is it true that i reap what i sow ? i dont knw. cause i think i really did put in my best effort.
& achieve this kind of shit. hais :[ wo mei you hua jiang.
i shall tell myself that is i never put in the effort and i dint study.
to comfort myself. i think i still dont knw the meaning of studying ! ?
memorising isnt everything. i have to understand !
ahhhh -screams

ah whatever
its so over and so ill start studying again like soon. or now. yup (:
i hope i really meant it alot . yay :D
its a total lot effort. when 4 subjects are down the drain.
and the rest isnt that fantastic. just borderline. boohoo :(
anyway want to thank everyone that cheered me up.

sophiachong darl ,
dont be discourage okay. although i am too. but yeah, we'll just buck up.
pull our socks real HIGH :) heehee :D
yup and we're going to study everyday i hope. err thats too much
maybe half the week at least must study. girl , i hope you do it.
you want to do well right ? there's still end of year ! yeah
so cheer up (: yay
actually its quite a disappointment right. sighsigh. but still , we dint put in the effort.
or are we pure dumb. i guess not right. hahaha
so yeah. .. . . . we'll study hard this june holidays. dont play too much (:

thanks alastair & candice for cheering me up.
youre the best.
<3>
ohya, & i wont forget my darling irvinong. youre the bestest .
YAY. you made me smile and you made me laugh although its for that moment.
but i love you (:
tata bye :D
/i dint study today as i wanted.
nvm maybe tomorrow. i'm really tired today ! pffttt
i read some email which mummy ask me too.
and its really applying. but yeah , i cant remember what i wanted to blog.
i just want to let everything OUT . yayyay
God bless everyone.
loveyou

effing stressed out !

someone help me. arghh
i'm feeling damn stress now. effing pissed and i dont knw what.
@($*^@%)(*@ i just hate this feeling. my heart is beating fast.
i have no idea what to do. i want to tell my girlfriends.
i'm just so @)($&@)(% arghhh. dont knw either .
PFFTTTT :]
i hate
i hate
i hate
i cant do anything now.
& my effing results are out tomorrow. RARRR
i can just die now. wo yao si !!! arghhh :\

sigh bye

out with mummy & daddy. sigh

back not long ago. actually more than a hour ago.
wells, i shant say today i'm bored. cause i wasnt really that bored today although it was.
woke up ard 8am. slacked. then went out with mummy & daddy.
first to hospital visit grandma and blahblah (:
then went to eat at some ulu place or whatever. it was damn freaking hot la !
rarr. then err went to tiongbahru plaza ,daddy meet his friends.
so er we walked ard. bought 3 assesment books ?! omg
instead of shopping for clothes or whatever,i bought assesment books ! LOL :]
vocab , emath & amath. i'm gonna practise real hard baby ! heehee :D

yup. sat at the foodcourt with daddy's friend and they chatted.
i was freaking bored too. then yup. fetched him home
nd err we went to visit someone at faber somewhere. okayy. somewhere in sg.
and omg. the doggie is FREAKING EFFING CUTE !!! @#(*&@5
i so want it ! its white nd its name is frisky. ahhhhhhh
i dont knw what breed is it , but its some kind like maltese. but i dont think it is.
played with it. and it keep licking my hand. -screams
SO CUTE !

yup then we went home. how boring rights ? okayyy, but i'm dead tired !
& i'm bored right again. sighsigh :(
finally tomorrow can go to school ! how wierd of me wanting to go to school
although i'm not ready to get my results. i just wanna play play play (: hahaha
yeah. cant wait to go to school. i miss my girlfriends loads :))
<3>
yup so byebye :D
love/shermaine
wo bu zhi dao yao zhuo she me. life sucks sometimes. sigh :(

bored short holiday :( rarr

nothing to say :]
did nothing the whole day.
eat play sleep. bored bored bored.
i just talk on the phone. watch tv & sleep ! LOL (:
damn bored la !?!?!
can die at home. tomorrow got one more day. hope can get out of the house.
gosh~
:D

talking on the phone now. how bored can that be.
arghhhh at least i got to use the comp now like finally after the whole day.
phewwww. :)
yupps.
playing maple now. ughhh boring !?
cant wait to go to school. sigh :(
although i dont really want my results. & i guess after getting my results, ill start studying again!
HAHAHA :D
tata / bye
God loves you
love/shermaine
& i want to see you now

sigh freaking bored :(

sigh :(
i'm freaking bored ! :]
i'm always always bored.
i dont knw what to do. lalala ohshit. i havent watch the 9pm show irvin ask me to watch
whatever davincicode thingy i think. discovery channel (:
hahaha.its 9.45 already. boohoo :D
arghhhhh so sian ! (&@$^)@
can just die la. still got monday & tuesday no school.
!!!!!
today church was fun. yupps (:
went alexandra to eat . quite nice the food. then went the hospital.
got this patient there damn funny la.
she got tied to the bed cause she keep running about. HAHAHA . okay i shall not laugh.
not funny. but its true.
then she keep asking us to help her.
she goes " xiao meimei , guo lai bang wo leh " ( small girl , come and help me leh)
LOL. damn funny. she even told my mum she wants to go home and cook cause today is mother's day ! hahaha funny la.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ! (: (: (:
i shall think what to do tomorrow. spend my time wisely you knw.
came home bout 3pm. then slept till 5 plus. called irvin then called him.
chat for very long. but fun. we keep playing music you knw. nothing else to do !
HEEHEE
sigh sigh. i've nothing to say.
life is beyond words (:
& i love you
YAY
God loves you (:
love/shermaine

freaking bored saturday :(

i'm freaking effing #$*&^%(*# bored now.
arghhh
its only saturday today. i dont knw why i'm so dying to go to school !
(: & i can only go to school on wednesday ! wth !
i'm gonna rot at home. i really really hate holidays esp if i cant go out :(
sigh sigh sigh. i rather go to school so badly !!!
& i miss all my girlfriends ; irvinong,sophiachong and shandyfoo.
boohoo.
i want to go out. but no one's going out with me ?!
i want to scream out man. i'm freaking rotting now ! although i can use the comp
its still freaking effing arghh whatever BORING !!! someone call me & talk to me.
:( :( :(

i'm seriously gonna die . PFFTTT
:] wonder what i'm gonna do tomorrow, monday and tuesday.
i so want to go out ?! and enjoy. rarrr
exams are so so OVER. thats why i'm bored. maybe i should continue studying.
heehee :D
oh boy. i hate this feeling. i really hate this. i have to entertain myself.
by watching tv or sleeping ? or just chatting on the phone. and the computer !
ughhh

tata and byeeeeeeeeee
i miss you girlfriends so muchhhhh . rarr
:(
love/shermaine

coralfishes.vesakday

okay freaks. i just got home not long ago.
went out since morning with family. yupps.
first went to the hospital visit grandma, she fractured her leg/ankle ?
:] then went to tanglin halt there to eat with grandpa. yeah(:
then decide t bring him to fish farm or whatever farm
was like a long long drive to limchukang or whatever place. it felt longgggg
arghhh. then drive round and round but cant find the place.
err yeah, but finally found it - coralfarm. been there before.
its really really nice place. the fishes are so so colourful. hee :D
the beautiful corals. took lots of pictures but cant load. pffttt.
the sea urchin so poky. so many spikes but very cute.
ahhh the nemo clown fish very cute !! omg i want to take it home but i cant :(

then got starfish also very cute ! haha & i touched its tentacles. and it goes in.
can see the mouth at the bottom, lucky i never put my hand in. later eat me ! LOL :]
yupp. the fishes very nice. and ya, i saw some sea crockroach. HAHA
actually i anyhow say, it looks like some prawn jumping on the floor. grossss
yupp. enjoyed the time there. heeeheee :))
then went to cwp. kor want to buy phone. bought the 6280 ? err i dunno.
sigh not fair. i also want ! haha . the cam 2meg budden look so blur lorr. lol :]
was super freaking crowded like what la ?! ughhh . then yeah
finally bought my ss and geog file after half a year ? lol. havent file anything yet.
hahaha

spend so much time just at that phone, then go home !
boring . . .
& i want to talk to you. HAHA
tata bye. it feels like saturday today.
and i miss everyone ! sighh :(
love/shermaine(:

second post.you melt my heart(:

second post. & its 10.45pm now
sigh :( i'm effing bored now !
arghhhhhhhhhh
i've no one to talk to now.
how bored can that get.
wanted to call irvin but didnt, guess she cant talk now. rarr
sad lahh :( i miss everyone.
it seems like everything was over. of cause exams too. heehee :D
nd i start to hate holidays, i hate the feeling of being stucked at home !
:] ughhh doing nothing. i hate it i hate it i really hate it
okay.

todays purpose was nice.
God gave us pain and obstacles to go through so that we'll get to know Him more
that we'll depend on Him & look to Him when we're in trouble.
that's how great my God is ! He is always there for you ! (:
he want you to learn something good out from the bad stuff , yeah .

i'm feeling sleepy but i still want to use the comp. i knw if i lie on the bed , i still cant sleep
cause i'm thinking of everyone at this moment. i want to go to school and enjoy the fun we always had, i dont want to stay at home and stare at the walls . i want to have FUN and great memories that endures forever (: YAY
i suddenly feel like studying. i'm still in the exam mood. it feels like i have a paper tomorrow
grr i'm stressed out :[ sighhh
i want you. i want you now.
you melted my heart so bad. HAHA my heart can melt ! ohno,i'm dead now. opps :D
yeah good night people.
bye(:
loveyouloads/

exams finally OVER ! yay (:

i'm so so bored.
someone entertain me ! rarr
although i'm quite sleepy,i dont wanna sleep . sigh :(
i just want to use the comp so i bug my sis. & finally i get to use !
seems like so long since i took a real long break.
all that exhausted days of exams !!! i nearly died , and finally its OVER
quite happy la. although damn bored now. nothing t do. haix :]
okayyyyy
and i'm playing maple now. how lame. this is howwww borreeeddddd ammm iiii
arghhh. no one go out with me.
sophiachong,why you go work without me ! :]
& i have no one left. see, i've no friends. LOL
irvin cant go out. sighhh
so i dont knw what i'm suppose to do. wanted t take neoprint, but close so never !

watched this hk chinese show just now on channel 56. damn old one
omg! its damn funny . ohh man. irvin asked me to watch & its really FUNNY.
the guys have centered parting hair, you knw how long ago was that.
but the guy quite cute lahh. hee (:
its quite a pervertic show i guess. thats why its damn funny !
esp when we both were talking on the phone about it. laugh like mad.
until she nearly swallowed the whole sweet she was eating ! LOL LOL LOL
the guys mother sells fish balls in his school , and when he's having pe break,
the mum brings drinks to him . LOL damn funny. so paiseh man.
and even waits for him after school . HAHA. sound like some kid !?

yupp. i feel like sleeping now and also dont feel like sleep.
so contradicting. whatever. i dunno what to do. dun have to mug for exams anymore.
finally a very good break. okayy , but i cant slack anymore. still must study ! sighh
cause i'm gonna do real badly for this mid year exam. ahhhh. i hate this !
chemistry paper today really sucks? anyhow do one. and i hate calculations.
i anyhow press calculator here and there then get answer.who care. i dont knw how to do wad.
ughhh. mcq some also inimininanimo. LOL (: how smart. so until want to sleep.

i dont knw why now i am so into piano again. everyday sure will practise. haha
long time never play le. want to practise more, and ill feel more achievement. heehee
:D anyone got nice song scores tell me :)
okayy, i'm off. long post .
tata/ byebye.
hearts :]
& i love you dearly .

HEH-ing. damn funny ! ahhh

HEH- ing
heh heh heh heh heh.
okay, i cant stop laughing to myself ! omg. thanks to irvinong.
just over that stupid email. oh gosh ! we are really retards and mad can !
irvin, dont laugh to yourself okay. HEHHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH
HAHAHA(:
damn funny. we've been laughing for the past 10 minutes over the phone.
how retarded. sigh :( still kids. but its real fun ! LOL
and she start calling everyone, and HEH to them and say bye.
i only did that t sophiachong and i nearly died from laughter.
okay i'm really mad. doing this kind of lame stuff instead of S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G !!!
RARR

okies. i'm gonna study later tonight. i have not bathe yet.
all thanks to her keep calling me like non stop ! hee :D
seriously we are soooo HIGH today. i have no idea why.
thanks to that retard who send me that email and i think its damn funny.
okay i'm being damn damn mean ! opps.
yeah. i finally get to use the comp again. ytd i didnt use for once ! YAY ((:
and i havent study. tomorrow's chemistry paper. finally LAST ONE ! and can play. yayy
today emath die already. paper 1 was effing easy. but but but ...
i lost alot of marks. cause of small little shit i dont knw how to do. but well, i hope can pass !
yeaps. and paper two was like shit . effing difficult. nearly died. damn sleepy ! sighh
confirm fail. they ask like those kind of primary school maths. thinking kind. just kill me la
i hate this kind of question and i never knew how to do since young ! ughhhh
like :
3 men takes 8 days to build a pavement. how long does 2 men need ?
oh and it suppose to take longer days cause there's only 2 men !? and i wrote lesser days.
oh eff man. can just KILL ME. how smart am i ??? :]

and i never do section B cause i dint knw how to do the question which is 12 marks.
arghhhhh fail fail fail.
whatever its over. also dead for chem tomorrow cause i havent started studying.
oh fishhhh. i hate chemistry. the whatever mole thing. i havent understand.
and covalent bond and whatever shit.
okay bye.
i better go NOW or else ill really DIE. like literally die.
hee :D
maybe ill study till real late today ? if i'm not tired. sigh :(
i want to cry i want to faint and die !
i love irvinong and everyone/hearts

holiday today. phy tomorrow

again using the comp just when i wake up.
hee (:
darn bored. i was actually trying to study a little bit.
okay, i managed t study err ard 5 chapters of physics? somehow just reading through my notes.
there's lots more to cover. sigh :(
i hate to memorise. i just wanna play ! HAHAHA but i knw i cant :D
oh well. life ?

i'm playing again. i dont care. cause i just want t play now. ill study again late after playing.
boohoo :]
i hope.
uhhuh. i'm staying at home again today. arghhhhh
cause sophiachong wants to stay at home and study too.
so i shall do that too. but i bet ill confirm sleep in the afternoon or use comp.
okay, i MUST have self-discipline to study. havent read through all my worksheets yet.
ughhhh i hate it. i'm so last minute studying :(

lalala
& i think i gave up. i will and i must.
i cant take this any longer ! ? I GIVE UP !!! :]
heehee
just someone t replace (:
yeah ; i think ill blog again later if i still use the comp.
i'm bored and i will blog like how many thousand times. sigh
so BYE. study hard peeps for the coming exam. all the best ! :))
& i love you girls

memories regained :(

arghh
why am i using the comp again ?!
okay fine.
i just cant get to sleep. when i keep thinking of everything , & i'm waiting.
sigh :(
the memories came back again. when i had to go to that place.
ughhh

yeah. so i just wanted to check something on the net
and i'm going off i hope ? i dont wanna get stuck here ! bleahs
uhhuh.
church was fun fun FUN FUN FUN . YAY (:
i love andrea ! i dont love pearly cause she steal ants away from me.
stupid second wife. but youre still the cutest funny mistress! hee :D
had loads of fun fun. yeaps
dg is the best thing ever (: I LOVE MY DG MATES LOADS . /mwacks ((:
hahaha

sigh sigh. i'm damn bored bored now. i dont feel like studying at all. arghhh
ahh whatever. tonight than study. or tomorrow ? its a holiday !
and i dont feel like staying at home. cause the comp just attracts me or ill sleep you knw.
damn.
OKAY. i'm going off now.
@#*&#^%(
-i miss you-
:( bye

argh
stupid blogger again
everytime i want to upload that stupid pic.
there must be that stupid connection problem.
wth is wrong.
ahhh
okay nvm at least can already.
i'm damn effing bored now. nothing to do online but i just wanna use the comp
so i shall go play maple. long time never play.
BYE

boring saturday

just had bbq dinner downstairs. and i rick of the smell. gonna bathe soon ! (:
heehee. everything was practically black and burnt. gosh` it was damn unhealthy.
ahhhh . HAHA who cares dint eat much anyway. not nice one. all black black. lol
yeah.
stayed at home the whole day. sigh :( boring !
did nothing the whole morning lahh. woke up 10 plus. then did nothing. walk ard the house.
then decided to play piano. i didnt knw i had the jj scores. jiang nan and hai pa.
nice nice. played awhile. then went to cook potato wedges for lunch. yum.
i ate the whole packet la. so delicious . lalala
yupp. then err.. talk on phone awhile. read finish davinci code.
and browse through my physics notes. yupp
then felt like sleeping so slept from 4 to 5.30pm ?

people came so i woke up. relatives and all. hmmm
so finally i get to use the comp for once when i waited the whole day to use !
UGHHHHHHH . and now ___ doesnt reply me at all. whats the point of online.
sigh :( okay whatever. i dont care anymore. do i ? HAHAHAHA
k i'm crazy.
so happy monday no school ! yeaps. physics exam on tues. at least got time to study.
YAY YAY.
the voting thingy today. i bet pap will win ! lol. it doesnt really concern me anyway.
haha. i'm being so random. talking bout everything.

so tata and bye (:
heartsyou. love
God bless :]

amath suck

finally can use the comp ! after so so long. ughhhh
(: hee
so bored. and i feel like sleeping now. my eyes are closing even though i slept in the afternoon.
bleahs :]
amath exam was totally WHATEVER MAN. 100 % FAIL ! duh
i think i can only get like less than 20 upon 80. smart right ? lalala (:
hmmm.
i totally hate logarithms and coordinate geometry. ahh both sucks.
err yeah :\ i was damn bored during exam . i felt like telling everyone "STOP DOING"
arghhhh

came home and slept till 3 plus. and sophiachong called me at 2 plus just to tell me crap
when i was sleeping ! omgosh . sophiachong, you are nuts. and i couldnt get back t sleep because of you !!! HAHA
woke up and did my physics tys. and as usual irvinong has to call me and chat.
telling me not to study and all. so we chatted for another 40 minutes.
and then i continued doing my work. did all the mcq in tys . YAY achievement ! wheee
((:
yesyes. and i dint study the whole night. damn tired. dont knw why either ! sigh :(
i want t hear your voice and all. hee :X
so many many things to say. lalala
so yeah. tata and bye (:
I LOVE MY GOD

sleepy.photo manager !

i have a damn problem with the internet just now.
that stupid connection thing keeps popping out . wth is wrong with it !
UGH so irritating. i shall leave it alone. i only can upload one pic !!!!! :]
okay whatever :(
yupp.
i've been spending 4 hours online already. how nice was that.
i couldnt manage t get my butt off the chair cause i was fascinated by the photo thingy.
HAHAHA. and now i'm feeling tired. gonna bathe first.
sheesh. i'd havent done a single amath thing yet. sigh sigh
:( shall do tonight lahh. i'm really lazy to do. so i guess ill fail . LOL
hmmm. . .
my eyes are closing. damn ! rarrr
okay i think i better go off now. :))
bye
nd i miss you. ohya , i found the lyrics for ENDLESS ROAD and KISS GOODBYE
nicest song ever. i've listened t it 2439238 times ! heehee :]
misses :\ my imagination . love
i want t hear your voice

social studies mye

hello (:
its quite early now. 1.40pm :)) exams today as usual AGAIN !
and its social studies. sigh :( i think i'm gonna fail.
whatever its over and i did my best and trusted in the Lord ! :] yayy
uh yeah. didnt study that much although i somehow did.
but all i was thinking is trust in the Lord and he'd never fail me , he wont fail you too(:
yupp. everyday's morning devotion is just so engaging.
God just says that He will never fail you , just trust in Him and lean not on your own understanding ; put down your study notes and listen cause HE has a message for YOU ! =)

so yeah last minute studying doesnt help really much . just TRUST and say a little prayer
i'm happy God has brought me through the paper, i still managed t write something down !
uhhuh. source based questions were really hard. rarr
and didnt knw anything so i was crapping all the way. write whatever i like.
and all the qns were either 5 6 7 marks. wow - claps :]
whatever marks it is i write the same length of words. wheeee
heehee

structured essay was 2 qns choose one. so i chose merger and seperation.
everyone says sri lankan one easier. but i think merger got more things to write and crap !
HAHAHA
yeah. i only used up 2 papers while some even had 6 full paper of shit. wth !
managed to finish doing in time ! thank the Lord ! ((:
and so i'm so so bored now. sigh :[
i dont wanna study for my amath exam tomorrow. its gonna be so so screwed up.
and i def will fail. practise so much also no use. i still dont understand. UGH
its either fail real badly or not so bad. anyway why am i talking about this.
i should very well think that ill PASS this exam tomorrow. but , i doubt so :( arghhhh
nvm i shall practise some stuff later. but i wanna sleep first ! hee :D

smiles and more smiles.
went to cwp after school. mac was still having breakfast. so no shakerfries :(
had breakfast with sophia then talk talk alot of crap. bout past and all.
yupp. walk ard andden go home. rarr
we were saying that its easier to cry to sleep then smile to sleep.
cause crying makes you tired. but smiling just makes you think of the happy stuff.
and you wont get to sleep that easily. i tried it before. HAHA. but i was really HAPPY !
okay whatever i'm crapping . lalala so i shall cry to sleep. its quite impossible if you arent sad :(

okies. so i'm off. long post.
tata BYE. i've nothing more to do and yeah. i dont really feel like sleeping.
its a waste of time, so i dont knw what i should do. read abit of davinci code just now.
and i dont feel like reading. UGHUGH
love love. hugs and kisses.
stupid blogger doesnt allow that htm thingy ! pfft

geography exam was screwed. i dint knw what to do.
and yeah studied all for nothing. memorised so many shit for nothing !
rarr. so pissing !!! hee (:
nvm its over nd tomorrow is s.s ! thats even worst. havent even started studying.
argh who cares. later i'm going to take a nap later . yeaps ! :) yay
i was being stupid during geog paper. oh well wont say. but i was really DUMB !
hahaha :]

yeah stayed in school supposedly to study but i didnt really study.
went off at 12. went to cwp with irvin. and end up buying nothing.
thanks to her ! LOL
then went home. wow its like how early. so ill shall just sleep. heck ss
its gonna be a waste of my time studying like 23495623984752 pages of crap.
so yeah , BYE
/ you made me smile & left me in tears .
thinking back of secone where we even had that diary. so hilarious.
oh well we are just childish. omg. HAHAHA nice one.
& i miss you. nightmares :\

mug mug mug (:

so i went to esplanade and found out that the library is closed.
arghh. walked all the way there. and it seems forever ! (:
so we could not decide where to study.
end up taking a bus which lead to dont knw where. and alighted at wheellock.
walked there. and yeah walked to lido and studied at the last level.
yupp. studied ss and geog. there's like so many things. but i manage t get some into my head i guess ? heehee :)

uhhuh.
yeah. and left at ard 5 plus. just reached home at 7pm.
was pissing all the way home . UGH :(
because of _____ . wth ! nvm i'm fine . lol
teaching irvinong heat capacity now. hahaha :]
i cant multi task !? chatting online and on the phone plus blogging.
so hard and i was getting pissed. LOL <3>

im supposed t continue studying now. argh but i wanna chat online.
sigh :( nvm i shall take a break. what stupid excuses man.
whatever.
i'm off. bye
lovelovelove <333

sigh sigh :(
holiday today.
and i dont knw what to do today.
arghhh i cant make up my mind.
stay at home or go esplanade ? BLAM
i dont knw i dont knw i dont knw . rarrr :]
i dont even feel like studying. and early in the morning i'm on the comp.
like wow. talking on the phone and all. stupid distractions. ARGHHH
i hate it.
so i think i should get out of the house or something.
my parents are coming home and all. sigh :(
i want to GET OUT somehow somewhat.

kor has gone to sentosa.so unfair :(
me wanna go too. but i'm having bloody exams ! UGH
yeah so i better get going or something. tata
BYE (:
if not i'm gonna waste another DAY ! ahhhh